By the night

I lay in my bed

and try to sleep 

But all I can dream of is your face! 

I fight back the tears

kick out the fears

But all I can see is your pictures in my head

it's been years  since you're gone

and I thought I've found my way

I thought I was made of stone

so why ,again, I melt away?

why do I cry you tonight?

Can you just leave my mind?

coz my eyes can no longer cry

my pen is dry

and I'm wondering why

don't you stop holding me sway,

why don't you take your memory away,

why is it so hard to say goodbye!